I was born and raised in an active Latter-day Saint family and from a very young age was fascinated with history, genealogy, and religion. At a young age I, like most children my age, wondered about my place in the world, how I was impacted by people, and, in turn, how I impacted others.
When I was a teenager I studied Mormon history and doctrine. I also studied about other Christian denominations, as well as other faiths like Judaism, Islam, and some eastern religions. While my studies were certainly not in-depth at that age, I began to form my own worldview and understanding of the simple questions regarding why I’m here, where I came from, and where I will go after death. I found that for me, Mormon doctrine made the most sense. It was logical and explicable.
While I vaguely remember one or two significant faith-promoting events when I was young, my early testimony came, in large part, from my studies and thought process. While I was in my teens I was convinced of the truthfulness of the church because, to me, it made the most sense. As a missionary serving in Belgium and France, my tender seeds of faith and understanding were reconfirmed and enlarged over and over.
Since that time, I have tried to immerse myself in different aspects of Mormon history. Much of my research has reflected my same early fascination with how people have acted and been acted upon in their everyday lives as a result of their beliefs. I have gained an immense appreciation for early Latter-day Saints, the common members as well as the leaders.
People have asked me if I’m still a believer after studying so much LDS church history. I can answer with a resounding yes. My studies have strengthened rather than tested my faith. First and foremost when approaching church history, as well as any type of history involving human beings, I acknowledge that none but the Savior lived a perfect life. We all have strengths, weaknesses, and idiosyncrasies that shape our actions. Therefore, even prophets of God have made mistakes, some more serious than others. That’s fine. As I like to say, “The Church is true – in spite of its members.”
Nevertheless, in the course of my research and writing, I have witnessed the growth of early members, some of whom eventually became church leaders. I have appreciated learning about the refining process of people of faith and devotion and how they, in turn, have served and strengthened others. Exploring these little things in church history, even the problematic parts of church history, has been a learning and strengthening process in my continued search for truth and understanding. And for that, I thank God.
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Craig L. Foster grew up in California’s San Joaquin Valley. After his graduation from high school in 1978, he served a mission to Belgium and France, 1978-1980. He attended Brigham Young University, where he earned bachelor’s and master’s degrees in history and also a Master of Library and Information Sciences degree.
Since 1991, Craig has worked at the Family History Library in Salt Lake City, where he assists in genealogical research and writing for dignitaries including John D. Ashcroft, George W. Bush, Bill & Hillary Clinton, Walter Cronkite, Sean Hannity, Charlton Heston, Larry King, Henry Kissinger, Brian Stokes Mitchell, Barack Obama, Kevin Rudd, Jehan Sadat, Mike Wallace, Barbara Walters, and Oprah Winfrey.
Craig has participated at scholarly conferences throughout the United States, as well as other countries, including Canada, England, Denmark, and Ireland. He is the author of numerous articles in such scholarly journals as BYU Studies, Dialogue: A Journal of Mormon Thought, FARMS Review, Journal of the West, Journal of Mormon History, Louisiana History, Mormon Historical Studies, and Utah Historical Quarterly. He has also written essays for the Encyclopedia of the American West and the Encyclopedia of Latter-day Saint History.
Craig is the author of two books: Penny Tracts and Polemics: A Critical Analysis of Anti-Mormon Pamphleteering in Great Britain, 1837-1860 (2002) and A Different God? Mitt Romney, the Religious Right, and the Mormon Question (2008). He co-authored, with Newell G. Bringhurst, The Mormon Quest for the Presidency (2008), and he co-edited, also with Newell G. Bringhurst, The Persistence of Polygamy: A Mormon Anthology (forthcoming in Fall 2010).
Craig is married to the former Suzanne Long. They are the parents of three children: Robert, Shannon, and Senia.
Posted February 2010
My commitment to the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints has both a spiritual and an intellectual component.
Recently I attended a multi-faith event at Griffith University in Brisbane Australia. The event was organised by Prof. Swee Hin Toh, the director of the Multi-Faith Centre at that university. At the event, I met a fellow academic whom I had not seen for some time, and we arranged to sit together at the multi-faith luncheon. My name tag which I was given for the day showed that I was a representative of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. At the luncheon, my academic friend, Rev. Prof. James Haire, commented to me, “How can a Scotsman and an academic like yourself ever become a Mormon?” James and I had met some years earlier at university council meetings, when he was head of the School of Divinity at Griffith University and I was head of the School of Accounting. He commented that he had never known that I was a Mormon, and wanted to know how I had decided to become a member of that faith. James is now professor at the University of Canberra and Chairman of the Australian Council of Churches. The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints (despite its name) is not recognised by the Australian Council of Churches as a Christian faith, and is therefore not entitled to be a member of that Council. James was therefore curious about my conversion process.
Sometimes I like to joke that university professors make for questionable spiritual advisors (even if there are a few exceptions). Perhaps this deserved reputation results from the fact that professors generally raise more questions than answers. I hope my “professorial testimony” in this forum raises the right kinds of questions, even if it provides very few firm answers.
Mormonism is a scandalous religion. The word scandal comes from the Greek term σκάνδαλον (skandalon). In the New Testament, it is translated as “stumbling block.” The central scandal of Mormonism lies in the outlandish claims it makes about its own origins: angels and visions, gold plates and miraculous translations, men claiming to speak with the authority of God. My parents are descended from nineteenth-century Mormon pioneers, and I cannot recall a time when I did not attend Mormon services and activities each week. Accordingly, I only became gradually aware of Mormonism’s scandalousness. It is not that I discovered new facts that had been hidden from me. Indeed, my parents were active participants in scholarly discussions of Mormonism, and I grew up in houses stuffed to overflowing with books on Mormon esoterica. Rather, over the course of my teens and early twenties I came to understand how fanciful the core claims of Mormonism—the ones made week in and week out in Sunday school classes and sacrament meetings—must seem to those not reared within the faith. As I acquired the capacity to see my own religion through the eyes of another, the core story of the Restoration became my stumbling block.
Several years ago, while I was reading a commentary on 2 Kings, I felt a kind of empathy as I watched the author struggle to make sense out of some passages he could not understand. I thought, “Wouldn’t it be wonderful if we had just one pristine document that dated back to the First Temple Period, and that we could trust it to teach us about the ancient Israelite religion?” I leaned back in my chair and responded to my own wish: “Yes, we do! First and Second Nephi, and even the entire Book of Mormon.” Not only does the book’s origin date to the time of Solomon’s Temple, but 1 Nephi is one of the most beautiful epic poems in the English language.
Sometime during the autumn of 1944, our double-dating foursome attended sacrament meeting in the Stratford Ward. My date was Marilyn Olson, and Frank (“Speed”) Davis’s date was Mary Thorpe. Speed and I were waiting anxiously to be called up for active duty in the United States Army Air Force—the wait being long because World War II was winding down, and the brass didn’t really know whether they needed us or not. We four often went to sacrament meetings together, but this one turned out to be a very special one. The speaker was John M. Knight, a patriarch from Sugar House Stake (next to our Highland Stake). How I wish I could remember exactly what he said, but I strongly remember the thrill that went through my body as he spoke. It had to do with God and His universe (maybe Doctrine and Covenants 88), but that is about as far as the memory goes. Especially because Speed and I were going into the service, the four of us decided that it was time for our patriarchal blessings. We called Patriarch Knight and made appointments (possible then, although he was not in our stake). On October 25th, Speed and Mary received their blessings, and a week later, on November 1st, Marilyn and I were given ours. (Speed and I were called to active duty in late January, 1945.)
My personal journey of faith is deeply rooted in the power and reality of the Atonement of Jesus Christ. I have found peace and joy in seeking Him, and pain and frustration when I depart. I have seen that His love can heal broken hearts and shattered lives in miraculous ways. Although this mortal trek is filled with unavoidable death and suffering, compounded by the horrific cruelty of humans who abuse the precious moral agency we have from God, Christ does have power to bring us back to Him and will wipe away the tears in the end. He has power to free us from our sins and make us new, if we will accept Him and His covenants of mercy. He has power to raise us from the dead to live forever. Those glorious truths, affirmed and taught so beautifully in the Bible and Book of Mormon, make sense out of the chaos of confusion in this world. Though He seems remote and even nonsensical to the world, He is not far, and, indeed, has left evidences of His reality that can soften our hearts and give us just enough hope and faith to seek Him and experience life-changing encounters with the Divine. These evidences include the witness of the Bible and the witness of the Book of Mormon. My personal experiences with the Book of Mormon and my testimony that it truly is a miraculous witness of Jesus Christ rich in divine truth are important reasons why I believe in the Restoration of the Gospel of Jesus Christ and choose to be an active member in The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.
How is it that I, trained in the academic profession at one of the finest graduate schools in the country, turned out to be a believer rather than a nonbeliever? Among some academicians there is the notion that scholars are supposed to be religious skeptics, even cynics. But there is an odd phenomenon in The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. The more educated a Latter-day Saint is, the more likely he or she is to be active and committed in the faith.